Listen, If You May

2010-11-30T15:47:00.000+08:00

have moved from www.jayellrawrs.blogspot.com to cupcakemuffincookie.blogspot :)

2010-11-16T03:34:00.002+08:00

I HAVE A BLOG?!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS IS TOTALLY ABSURD.

AND THE PREVIOUS POST IS JUST SICK, IM SORRY :(

2010-09-30T22:27:00.004+08:00

helllo there.
i need to blog because i don't feel happy :(

i'm physically ill and i'm in a great deal of agony. period cramps are the most annoying thing, ever. it's ripping me apart bit by bit. and the saddest part of all is there isn't anyone there to take care of me anymore. i know i may sound all spoilt now but i just can't stand going through the pain alone. i can't possibly complain to all my friends about it can i without em doing shits. i miss having somebody to complain too. and from complains, he will turn em' into actions. i still remember the times you made me honey just because it's cooling and it helps for the complexion. i loved it. and you made it almost each time we meet. also the other time when i was sick and you sent porridge all the way to my door step. and not forgetting the other time you cooked me a meal. although it was just instant noodles, nobody ever cooked me a meal as far as i remember. you stayed up to help me with my work in every way possible. you fetched me here there everywhere all the time without complaining. and you always buy me my favourite candies, Nerds, Chupa Chups, Maltesers etc. OMG I MISS ALL THESE STUFF ABOUT YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU :'( the only thing you didn't do is buy me flowers. and it's too late for anything like this already :( FML really.

okay. im done pouring my heart out.

was in malacca the other day with uni mates. we are unbelievable. we did not step foot into any historical building. instead we did the usual. the stuff that can be done back here, in KL, SJ, KLANG, whichever okay. of course we did not miss out on chicken rice ball :D trip would have been perfect without alcohols. alcohol turned everything upside down and caused a major havoc. but it's all goooood now. all in all it was an awesome roadtripp. the company was superb! heheheh.

finallly...
the legend of the guaardian and alpha & omega.
next up is charlie st. cloud. i so wanna catch that rawr.

BYE WORLD

2010-09-26T00:43:00.001+08:00

AT FIRST I DONT'T GET IT. BUT I KNOW I AM RIGHT.

STILL DONT'T GET IT. BUT I MADE A POINT. I AM RIGHT :)

2010-09-24T22:24:00.001+08:00

now if you ask me what's my favourtie food i won't have to hesitate or think twice anymore (because that's what i usually do, i'm flicker minded like this) . definitely japanese food. japanese is like my thang now. hahahah. love sushi so much especially california rolls. they're like the best thing ever created by the japanese. besides automobiles of course.

thank you for the awesome sushi lunch of course.

okay, so today marks the first day of my one week holiday. wasn't really looking for it anyways knowing finals are gonna approach in the glimpse of an eye. awful lot isn't it. but let's not be so negative. will try to make full use of my 10 days break man. chances like these don't often come. monash are such stingy bastards when it comes to holidays and breaks, i tell you. booo. 3 more weeks till finals and semester 2 shall come to a full stop. so can't wait.

Shia LaBeouf is too hot in wallstreet *screams like a mad girl*

HAVE A GOOOOD DAY Y'ALL.

love is hate

2010-09-23T03:20:00.007+08:00

always when i needed somebody to talk to, you're there. either on msn or facebook or skype. but just not quite the right person to talk to actually. still, im thankful. wait a minute, you're quite different from the rest too :)

i thought i was gonna have a very goodnight sleep after completing marketing's assignment, but no. went to bed. turned left, right, left, right, forced myself to close my eyes, BUT THE MIND JUST WON'T STOP WONDERING ABOUT THINGS and why it happened.

it's been a week and a half already. i should be getting over you by now, i know it myself. but when i'm alone at night, i can't help but to dream of the times we used to have. the stuff you bought me and the little things you did for me. it all matters now, at this very point of my life.

the day i left you, you said i will never find a better guy. well. i guess this is the only thing i can agree with you at the moment but then again = only to a certain extent. yes you've been a good guy friend or rather boy friend to me. you loved and cared for me like no other. BUT the things you hide from me are killing me bit by bit. do you know that? knowing the truth from your friends and not you hurts the shit out of me. to know you're not actually the guy i fell for hurts even more. all i see is a huge faked mask, trying very hard to please me. unfortunately i fell for it. also managed to get out of it before it's too late.

i don't understand. why must you tell lies? why can't you be truthful. at least eo me, for once. this day will come, you should already see it coming before getting to know me. what really pisses me off is the way you try to pull a lie when the truth is so damn obvious already. we know what happened and it shall remain like this for i don't see a point writing it out here and get your ass embarrassed.

if only you were a little more honest to me, things won't turn awful.
if only you didn't lose your cool, we'd be the awesome pair still.
if only you didn't raise your voice, i will not be stubborn.
if only you didn't threaten, we could be friends.

you see what you've done to this relationship of ours?
yes, im here to blame no one but you. no matter how many sorrys or forgivgeness you ask from me and everyone else, it's not gonna be sufficient. really, its not. if you think it is gonna change things then you are wrong, so damn bloody wrong. the damages you've caused is beyond bearable for any living soul in the face of this planet. on top of all this you know who you've hurt the deepest. and the scar shall remain.

i better get going. before chua sees me with dark circles tomorrow (i know you'll read) :D

BOOOYAAHHH

2010-09-20T14:29:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEEPZ! ZIS IS MISSY JO IN DA HOUSE! How y'all doing eh?

I'm in the library right now studying and being ze usual nerd me(yeah riiight) with the most awesomest coolest dude ever to step foot in the face of

Malaysiaa :D :D. He's so tall, dark and oh so handsome :D. In fact zis is the most awesomest moment of my lifezzz :D :D.

I needa take a mental picture of this moment

*click*

okay donez :D

signing out ma peeppz ;D

ps: I wuuuv eating eating maggi mee soup with my bare hands

pps: Whenever I get too high, I jump around in my room and hit my head with my pillow

ppps: I think Beiber is my future husband <3

Call me Beiber ;)

Which should I choose, Beiber or his lovable adowable doggie? decisions decisions D:

2010-09-19T12:01:00.004+08:00

in the picture above contains a mixture of strawberries, marshmallows and grapes fountained with chocolate! was over at Le Meridien on raya night and the family decided to go for an awesome treat. buffet dinner was really good, i must say :)

okay. i think it's true that people actually put on weight when they're depressed. i feel fatter heavier and larger NOW! on friday night (after 10pm) i had Big Apple's doughnut at rf's place and a fried chicken at shanmuga. yesterday i had nasi lemak, chicken rice, maggi, steamboat dinner and mcdonad's chocolate top for supper. and most of the time after consuming all these food, i go to sleep. like seriously okay. and i'm too damn lazy to go gym with daniel despite the many times he ajaked. AHHHH. this is killing me softly and slowly..

emo nemo weemo elmo lah :(

sunflowers make me happy. have yet to receive one from my real man.

have a good day, y'all!

get back to YOU soon, i pwomise with my pinky finger !

2010-09-16T01:58:00.002+08:00

just got back from icity with the cousins this time.

icty and myself had quite a lot of memories. both good and bad ones with different dudes different time, aduih :/ i had equal fun be it going with you or with them considering this is my second time already. again, nothing much to shout about except for the mesmerizing LED lights. this time, it was so jam packed with people. like seriously. malaysians so love to see light meh? in my defense, i only went there tonight because my cousins hasn't been to icity before. so yeah that explains it :)

2010-09-16T01:03:00.002+08:00

a lot has been running through my mind.

i can't seem to think straight.

i feel like crap.

whether i really miss you or it's just the after effect.

one thing for sure, ive messed with the wrong person.

and im in a pretty deep shit.

i hope things are getting better as time pass.

i really gotta move on.

theres way many thing ahead of me that ive gotta concentrate on.

and i cant let my friends down anymore.

theyve been so worried.

I WANT TO BLOG SOON. SEE YOU.

dig that shit

2010-05-27T23:41:00.003+08:00

tutti frutti kinda rock, you know!

am sucha spoiler. i go around telling people how gingee/gingy whatever you spell that walking piece of bread from shrek died. i find it rather amusing, and sho cute. :D

and bounty hunter cracked me up! the show is funny, really. and it's really loooooong and stre......tchy for a comedy show. still, i love jennifer aniston! :D she will forever be that sweetheart in friends, rachel that is.

being the middle child means once you screw up, that's the end of it.

often other times, nobody really gives a shit or two about you. in a way it's cool.

you're way too sweeeet.

im off!

2010-05-16T22:49:00.002+08:00

after joining twitter and skype, i really can't seem to find the time for you, blogspot. not like i've been sacrificing a lot for you before this but yeah, you get the drift. anyways i'm pretty stressed out right now. and i guess blogging will be my only remedy, remedy, remedy! (oh i so love remedy by little boots)

back for more classes tomorrow, damn it, hate the monday blues, always. and i have bloody two assignments to ace this week. one is almost done. took me three bloody nights of staying up late till about three.am to complete that thing. i wanna get another HD for this, lol. really, management isn't one of the nicest or rather simplest subject to cram. argh. ever since i started working my ass on it, i've been treating myself to some 90210 after accomplishing what i should for the night (and maggi mee at times if i thought i behaved well) that's how i push myself. how damn silly right. i deliberately turned myself into a friggin nocturnal creature. or rather a panda. oh wells, after all that's what timothy said to me on friday .___.

eh you looked like you just got punched in the eye?! yeh, damn straight!

btw, ipman2 was orgasmic. i love how donnie yen play ipman, the way he carries himself, goddamnit, he is the most noble character ever, i swear. i wanna drown myself in his kungfu-fied hands oh so badly. and he is cute, at least to me :D he is my hero, oyeh!

okay i'm zoning out.

bye!

Paradise

2010-05-06T23:56:00.006+08:00

can't believe after week9 of u-nee life, i still managed to come out alive. praise the Lord. oh and it took me awhile to upload these pictures. blogspots is a bit rusty these days. getting dustier too. aha. i hate my blog but whatever, i'm gonna upload pictures only since i'm kinda free now. :D

and i've started tweeting! interesting much. thanks to YOU.

La Bodega ; Pavilion.

i put up pictures of good food only. so here's one awesome dish.

it's uh, pasta. oh the orangy thingy is awesome. bacon if i'm not wrong :D

yes. chocolate smoothie. highly recommended. it tasted like heaven.

annd their club burger. nothing much to shout about. but it's still good. i love the patty.

oh oh and whoever goes to a Spanish restaurant without ordering tapas are total fools. like seriously, the mushroom one was so good. together with the bread. :D

Bubba Gump ; Sunway Pyramid.

omg. garlic bread. loathe garlics. but love garlic bread. i know right, something is so wrong with me. :/
some chocolate cookie pie something something ice cream. orgasmic, i tell you. :P

Tanjung Harapan ; Port Klang.

best nasi goreng kampung ever, really. beats all the mamak store in klang. this iz awesome stuff.

annnd *sorry i forgot what is this called* but it's good really. especially when you suck it. BUT once you eat two bad ones in a row, you wouldn't wanna indulge further, trust me. the taste of sand is a total turn off. yuk :/

Bah Kut Teh ; Bukit Tinggi.

cilipadi is a MUST thing when you eat bah kut teh :D

dried one. :D

OKAY. before i go, let me gross you people out.

yeh that's my toe.

happened 2 weeks back.

now it has recovered. :D

HAHAHAHAHA BYEE

2010-05-01T00:35:00.001+08:00

i wanna watch Forrest Gump after going Bubba Gump :)

Tell me what you want from me

2010-04-16T18:01:00.005+08:00

FINALLLLLLLLLLLYYYYYY! i'm a happy girl since thursday. :D

dude! i have a confession, so hear me out! :DD

i will never ever drive anyone of you guys up to 1Utama alone okay! unless you're my boyfriend. because firstly, i wouldn't mind sacrificing my petrol/toll/time/whatever for him! secondly, i can assure you, my boyfriend would be smart enough to actually know the way there cause i don't know the friggin' way there. yes! for real! :P

yes, i will love him a lot but dude, i don't wanna stuck in a friggin jam with him! it's the worse thing ever you can imagine!

at least i don't mind hearing bad music or watching bad television with him all day long, with YOU all day awww :)

let's wrap up the week shall we!

week6 was awesomepossumblossom! yeah right!

i'm glad i'm done with interlearn and quiz! really damn relief now. stayed back till 9pm in campus on wednesday just for it. and and slept super duper late. hard work do pay off! :)

till then!

You are the only exception

2010-04-11T22:12:00.003+08:00

ohmygosh. please tell me tomorrow is not a monday, please please pwertty please. i'll pay anyone a dollar if you can assure me tomorrow's not a freaking monday. i hate mondays. the thought of going back to uni freaks the shit out of me. i'm not kidding. the workload and due dates. argh. *reality struck* dayuuum! tomorrow is a friggin MONDAY dudeeee! it's THE MONDAY dudeee. =/

scratch that away!

i've no regret for what i've done throughout my 10days break. i maximized it. you can judge just by counting the number of malls i've visited. this includes my four times visit to mc donalds at 1u, 1st world plaza, petronas and bangsar throughout my entire week. don't you dare talk about calories to me now. ahah. and i'm still not bored of mcdonalds! :P

went bangsar with the girls and boys today. woke up feeling all sick and horrible yet i dragged myself there because i've promised bitch, so yeah.
it's like a brother/sister trip i tell you. jasmine brought janice, michele brought alvin, and bryan was made the chauffeur of the day! AND we had the best banana leaf rice at nirvana :D

DATENIGHT IS A MUST WATCH. no kidding. :)

oh! finally i got a new laptop :) settled for hp instead of studio14.
unfortunately, the itouch is failing me. :/

I'M SO LAZY TO UPLOAD PICTRUES AH. NEXT DAY LAH, HOR?

2010-04-10T00:48:00.002+08:00

left something quite memorable up up up the hill. :)
my right side's lobe earring. so much for trying the roller-coaster. for the record, ive not ridden cockscrew before. i have a faint heart just so you know, and yeah, chickening out is what i do best. nonetheless, i'm so proud of myself for riding cyclone with mike siew and mema! had a very bad bad bad experience a couple of years ago.

im a freeeeeeee lady! *dances around*

cheers!

2010-04-06T21:49:00.003+08:00

holla!

yours truly is having a terrific awesome easter break right now and she is making time for successorizing. how thoughtful of her. can you pass this message to her, lol.

back to my topic. holidays, yes!

holidays kicked in last thursday night. on thursday, i drove the girls and calvin to pyramid. we went window shopping. and lunched at kimgary. luckily we made it for management class at 3:30pm. we were so tempted to skip that 180minutes lecture, i swear. anyways CRUNCHIES is my new BFF in uni :)

friday, friday. was good friday!

alex rang me up and asked if i'd like to join him and the boys for star's cf. and i agreed because i don't wanna spend my whole friday bumming at home. -.- (after all you couldn't make it too aha) attended cf with bryan, jeremy and chuanyee. was good. lunched at some tomyam hut in giant and headed to mcd to chill. :)

saturday! ah saturday! was a long day. started off well. ended horribly.

went to ikea with the cousins to have breakfast and all. walked around curve, ikano. finally got what i wanted. after curve, headed to church straight for youth service. some crap happened. whatever, i shall not mention. oh, and finally dinner with the whole extended family at vgarden. THANK GOODNESS THEY WERE PLAYING THE MATCH ON A PROJECTOR. but it was a disappointment. man utd could've won. -.- i loathe people who mock man utd, seriously, get a life already.

sunday equals funday! :P

watched clash of the titans with the cousins. the show was shoo amazing can. i love sam worthtington! zeus was so handsome. omg. hahaha.

monday equals doom's day.

i stayed home. did a lil homework and watched ANTM the whole day :D

now i'm in need of a suspenders. shucks :/

tuesday. whee!

headed to 1U. was fun. we shopped. we played pool. we raced. i lost. hoho :)

tomorrow! going up! :D:D

2010-03-31T00:42:00.003+08:00

used to detest heels. or anything uncomfortable to my feet. now i've got myself a pair of wedges. and i do love it. :) see how people change. this holds true for anything, from object to different subjects. bottom line is, you've changed. i don't like the new you. pwease come back.

:'(

everything comes naturally

2010-03-28T22:28:00.005+08:00

my blog is dying, so is the owner. screw it. i'm just gonna drop something here while i have the time. uni's been really really busy. assignments after assignments. presentations after presentations. if this goes on, SHITE WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT? it is gonna go on, screw it once again. last week i've stayed back a couple of times to work on statistics assignment. now that it's gone, i'm working my butt off on management assignment. blegh. oh, the traffic is another painful issue. my classes end at 5/6/7 so you can already imagine the jam. screw inconsiderate drivers. rawr! for you idiots, i am one respectful driver okeh. :DD

oh, on a lighter note, how to train your dragon or whatever the title is, was downright ghey. watched with jone, slept half way through, freezed throughout the show, screw it once again.

last friday, met up with my college mate. from asoka to baskins and finally aeon. basically we were complaining about our different unis. apparently monash and imu are enemies. screw it lah. monash ze best for me.

i wanna buy an iphone but too high the maintenance, should i settle for itouch instead?
i wanna own a vaio. but it's out of ze parent's budget - 3k.
eh wait, after talking to shenni, i wanna own a macbook pro. 3.6k! unless i don't get an itouch. eyer. life's soo unfari :(
screw it lah.

i loathe monash's cafeteria food. they sell poisons. i kid you not. i had diarrhea last thursday thanks to their dirty nasi lemak. yuck. i like the nugget lady! she's nice :) her food's good.

oh. annd if you can't seem to appreciate the fact that i actually took the initiative to text you first, SCREW you. ccb.

HOHOHOHOHO I'MOFF!

2010-03-22T23:32:00.002+08:00

I missed this. I really do.

Oh darling I wish you were here. :')

Fo' SHIZZLE

2010-03-19T18:17:00.004+08:00

We all love love love SAN FRANCISCO COFFEE CO.

Kick STARBUCKS's ass anyday :)

It's sixfriggin'teen bucks and it's really really goooood (Y)

At least it keeps me awake during longggg draggggy lectures and prevent micro sleeps!

I like! We all like like too! :D :D

EH, YOUR DAD DAMN HOT, can? OMGGG.

hahahahah :P :P

Words said yesterday can be a whole different thing the following day

2010-03-15T09:20:00.004+08:00

Shiz. This stupid thing won't let me update about Jap dinner. LOSERRRR, whatever.

The journey to uni this morning was rather peaceful.

Not a single word came out from this talkative mouth of mine.

Not even a nod or a hum to the radio. ALHTOUGH I VERY MUCH ENJOY SINGING TO MY FAVOURITE SONG ON THE RADIO okayyh.

Quiet and chilly.

I was confused.

What do you want from me?

Or rather, what can I do for youuu?

Don't punk out on me.

I swear i wouldn't like that to happen.

talking to a mixture of funny+happy+silly people was the only reliable remedy i've had :)

Are you geared for it?

2010-03-15T08:57:00.009+08:00

The saddest part of the entire buffet dinner was to actually drink your cocktail from a friggin' plastic cup. Apparently they ran out of those wine glasses or whatsoever you called it. :) AHA Anyways I had pink lady and vodka gimlet :)

Steamboat :) LOL. THE BEAR SHO CUTE. Took it for display only. Nobody actually took a bite.

FONDUE. Shucks, I forgot to take the chocolate fountain :/

I super love the marshmallows. It melts. Hmmmmmm.

I find this pretty creative. Don't you?

OH. TIS' ZE BOMB. :D

Blogger is super retarded. The above pictures were supposed to be below these scenery pictures okeh, but somehow I can't bloody drag it down. !@#$

Tenji was great. Looking forward for my second time there. Anyone? :D

Admit it, the view up here is breath-taking. Oh, and all the flyovers look uhmm, nice? Yeah they do actually. I can't help but to notice the tiny lil lamp posts. Looks like bulbs from afar. AH so beautifuuuuuul can. Sometimes in life, those tiny little things are the reasons why we're smiling and living everyday to the fullest y'all know.

Oh! SPOT THE PETRONAS TWIN TOWERS, yes yes yes? I've no idea how far Mont Kiara is from The Twin Towers, but the picture sure looks amazing. At least to me. Aha cause i captured it. Stop hesitating and just agree with me already.

SHIZ. UNI SO STRESS. LECTURES SO DRAGGY. BRAIN SO PACKED. HANDS SO LAZY TO COPY NOTES. EYES SO LAZY TO OPEN. MOUTH SO ITCHY. BLAHHH. =/ =/

Need You

2010-03-14T14:38:00.002+08:00

Hurried to Vivo on Friday for brunch. After watching Asian Food Channel, 'Ho Chiak!'. Silly much, I know. Visited that place twice in a week. Nothing much to shout about the food there Just an ordinary fast food chain. Oh, but their power beverages are gooood. But, I still prefer Popeye's. (Y)

Meh =/ Sheer disappointment.
Don't be deceived by the amount of pearls they offered. They may be generous in terms of pearls, but the pearls are of absolute low quality. :'(
Most expensive bubble tea drink i've had at Lavenders yesterday. 6bucks. Ordinary ones range from 3.50 to 3.80 only. SS15's and aeon's one the best. :( :( I LOVE BUBBLE TEA OKAY. That's why I'm making a big fuss here, ahaha. :P

EVERYDAY EMO EMO EMO ONLY THIS KID HERE. :D

Hee, off to get some popsicles. :D I know right. We're so no camera shy people, i tell you.

I'll Never Be The Same Like You

2010-03-12T14:01:00.006+08:00

Favourite characters in ALICEEEEEE in wonderland! :D :D

Tweedledee and Tweedledum. HAHAHAHA Two fat men in Alice. :)

MAD HATTER. Johnny Deep is ze bomb. :DDD

White queeeeeeeeeeen! :) Anne Hathaway shoo hot okeh.

I LOVEEEEEE GLOBE HEADED LADY. Red Queeeeeeeen :D So chio.

Aliceee :)

LEE DEWYZE, my favourite American Idol. He is drop dead gorgeous. Man with tats will never ever go wrong. Especially on their arms. Man, he's one hot stuff. Check out his guns. *melts**drools**melts again**drools again*

Kara can be pretty damn bitchy at times. Screw her hand gestures. Eh Ellen quite charming, yes? Ngehehe

Chills

2010-03-10T00:33:00.002+08:00

NGEHEHEHEH. :D

Monash Library level3 is ze best spot to chill. Simply because they have BEAN BAGS there. I repeat, BEEEEAAAAAN BAGS. Oh so comfy ones with velvet material. Imagine throwing yourself carelessly into the bean bag after your long lectures, you'll feel your bum sinking in, all the way, and finally your bum hits the carpet. Ngeheh :) Bean bags are cool stuff.

Meet Calvin. :)

Meet Mike and Mema. Mema's from Oman, Sri Lanka. Her accent is the way to go! :)

A SMILE THAT NEVER FAILS. :)

2010-03-08T09:07:00.002+08:00

Written by Heather Gudenkauf, The Weight of Silence is one goddamn awesome novel to drown yourself in before uni kick start the next day. I read it in one night, thanks to the many ~~pages~~ topics I skipped. HAHA :)

Not really the one yet

2010-03-07T13:17:00.002+08:00

Have you guys ever thought of the future? Like what will happen in the long run if you do this and not that. What will happen if you pick that individual as your role model and if you haven't. What will happen if you weren't raised this way but the other way. What will happen if you chose the right turn and not the left. Questions like these linger on my mind for a fair bit of time in the past few days. I'm telling you, it's not really one of the best feelings in the world alright

My only great escape would be tuning to music. Songs which are rather meaningful to me and will some day move my life. Apart from that, strong bond between friends help a lot too. Some friends do provide us with one of the best advices to heed, you know. AAH! I don't know where this is taking me. I'll just stop here :)

From Paris with Love was truly love. I liked it.

Barbecue at bryan's yesterday was awesome.

rawr!

Shallowwwwwwwww

2010-03-02T15:22:00.003+08:00

Since my class was allocated at four till six for psychology, I had the whole morning and semi afternoon to chill and you know, do stuff I like. And I decided to go back to my previous high school to get my spm certs back. After all I'll be needing them.

I strolled in with shorts, t-shirt and a pair of shades at about twelveish. Went straight to the office and got BOMBARED by words spoken by the so called educators of STAR school. Apparently what I put on wasn't appropriate enough! Mind me, it's not like i'm exposing half of my breast to the kids or half of my butt to the horny dudes okay. FOR ME, IT WAS DOWNRIGHT PROPER. I think the educators actually expect me or whoever that returns to put on UNIFORMS, like for real. That will definitely please them mofos. It's a shame actually to know I'm from this school. :/

Seriously, I pity people your kind who are not allowed to show off your assets. Assuming you have one lah. Speaking of which, I highly doubt anyone your type will have any eye candies. Instead, if you really show it off, i'm confident that you'll blind the people. I mean it.
Damn, spoiler. To make matters worse, I have to bloody return to get my certs!!!

Running off for class in a bit.
Will rant mooooore.

UNI IS JOY :)))))))))

If it wasn't for you

2010-02-28T14:20:00.003+08:00

Transition camp was fruitful! :)) Love it. Psycho, all the waaaaaaay :))

You were the last thing on my mind

2010-02-23T17:10:00.007+08:00

Chinese New Year 10' was pretty damn awesome. Forget about black jack. Luck just wasn't on my side this time around. Drinking was good. Gathering was gay. I see my cousins almost every damn day. But it was sheer fun still. Red packet collection wasn't that hot. Some lady gave me 2bucks -.- Like seriously, 2ringgitmalaysia only! Like, hello, what century are you in lah? Who gives 2bucks still. -.- Went over to mic's, reen's, jas's, maesze's and eujin's place throughout the whole cny week. Watched Wolfman and Valentines Day. Valentine's day was (Y). Wolfman was just plain silly. I only enjoyed the scene at the asylum. Friggin' coooool. At least I can relate to what I study. Psych, that is. :)

Barbecue night on the last day of cny :)

Talking about studies, orientation has finally kicked in. IT WAS OKAYH LAH. Every angle you turn you'll see an ex taylorian. I kid you not. Monash is thaaat congested with taylor-ed-face-people, i tell you. Going off for my transition camp tomorrow. Jade's not going :/ She's my only friend i know doing the same course as me. Oh well, i've got the silly phoebs, gel and maddie who are from the same school of med to accompany me, not that bad right. BUT I DOWAN TO SLEEP ON A Q-SIZED BED WITH AN UNKNOWN GIRL LAA. What if she turns out to be gay. shucks :/ not cool.

Side track a bit. :D

rawr.

The only reason to gamble more.

2010-02-18T00:11:00.004+08:00

HAPPY TIGGERIFIC NEW YEAR Y'ALL! :)

Loathe it whenever aunties missed out my angpow! TWICE already. sien la -.-

You're everything i need to know

2010-02-13T00:46:00.005+08:00

Instead of spending happy time shopping at 1U, we actually wasted a whole lot more of time in the car. Yeah you've guessed it. The horrible jam all the way lah, what's new. Oh, and not to forget endless rounds at the basement. Drag, i tell you.

First was the journey to subang after picking suning up from setia eco park to have lunch with the bunch. Then it was the journey to 1U. Followed by the search of a parking lot. And finally the journey back home at after-office hour. We spent hours in the car, i kid you not. BUT it was pure joy with ning, rui fong, gideon and jone :))

Valentine's day is coming. Are you all at the edge of your seats already?
So... I've received a rose from the ex. It was a pretty pink. The scent rocks socks.
But i'm not all over it yet. Am actually looking forward for chinese new year okeh. Angpows, good food, new clothes, mango vodka and black jack, here i come :) I hope you guys will greet me with a whole lot of enthusiasm.

(omg everybody's talking about reunion dinner already! *jumps for joy)

don't fail me, bangs. :P

rawr!

I get my titles from song lyrics

2010-02-11T23:52:00.007+08:00

Hit Fridays on Wednesday.

The initial plan was to meet at Lakeside with the rest to pick up Chua and loiter there for a bit but due to uh, you know lah, malaysia's punya timing, we they were like an hour behind schedule. Myself and Chua ended up meeting the rest at Pyramid. Was cool. The lunch plan was mainly to accompany Chua during his 4hours break and to bid farewell to Adrian. Another fellow flying off to Aussie, shucks :/
Had fun teasing the classmates and reminiscing about our awesome past. Was obviously a good catchup time with the rest. Oh and we joined in the singing of the birthday song to an unknown lady and her gang who were sitting next to us. Simply because we're sporting like that :)

Fling/appetizers/entrees.

KID OF THE DAY. His mommy had to bring him out, so potong steam. And he entertained himself by doing colouring :P

I'm darn lazy to elaborate further okeh.

HEY! Check out Johnnie Walker's BLACK LABEL PUNYA LIMITED EDITION's container. Ze coolest. Anyways I just got back from Carey Island. Had some dinner gathering organized by dad's colleague. Had to attend it, you see. Wasn't that keen on going but i went also. Tonight, i didnt down any whisky. Was too busy staring admiring and hugging the container lah.
Nah, I let you seeee. Don't trip just yet. :D

This week, I encountered a lot of TWOs. Like going modern TWICE. Err.. witnessed birthday celebrations TWICE. Went 100Yen TWICE. Drank teh o ais limau TWICE. Went out with Alex TWICE.

Kay, i can't think no more.
i'm drained.
rawr.

Laggings kill

2010-02-11T00:59:00.003+08:00

MOZILLA FIREFOX is being a major whore right now.
Cannot update my blog, unhappy. Boo :(
Tomorrow lah, hor.
Goodnight earthlings.

Wait, I think my msn is possessed.
Shucks :/
i better run

Is love alive?

2010-02-08T00:19:00.006+08:00

Just look at my camera's image quality lah. It's going down the drain, I tell you. It's that bad. I had to provia-ed it to make it less obvious. The vertical lines are kicking in already. :(

Anyways the expression and the gesture in the above picture is faked. Taylor's wine ain't one bit good. It's an acquired taste I reckon that will take me ages to like. No no to wine. OHYEAH to gold label. :)

Had my first Roti Milo on Saturday together with Byran. It was edible. Nothing much to shout about because it wasn't exactly tasty or milo-ful. I still stick to MILO DINOSAUR. rawr! MILO dino all the way babeyyy!

Some say love is bullshit. Not the shit that comes out from the bull but it's crap in a way.

Some say love is blind. I couldn't agree more. In fact, I'd like to add, love is deaf and mute too.

Some say love is ~~forever~~ fowebber and ebber. (just to make things a whole lot sweeter laa)

Some say love at first sight is real. I don't think so.

Some say love is something accepting an imperfect person something to a perfect person.

Some say love is everything it's cracked up to be.

Some say love is lust. OH YEAH. LUST!

Some say love is luck, where you go all the way to find it.

Some say love is more than just the 3 words mumbled before crashing.

Some say love is ugly.

Whatever it is or whatever it may be, love to me, right now, at this very moment is complete COMPLICATION.
Screw you, love.
I want the lovey dovey mood to hit me. :)

rawr!

I'll Give You Hope

2010-02-04T20:27:00.004+08:00

A little updates about my fundays. ;)

On Tuesday, bryan michele and myself attended jasmine's restaurant service at Taylor's Lakeside. Thanks to bryan's nature call, we reached 30minutes late and that got jas panicking like an insane lady. I swear she was pulling her hair, strand by strand when she heard we were gonna be late. The worse part was appearing at the kitchen of her restaurant. She was like 'WTH are you all doing at the back of my restaurant?!' HAH. Anyways, things turned out pretty ugly. To make things worse, I had to giggle and laugh throughout her service. HAHA, shit funny sial. When are you serving me again? I'm looking forward lor, for Halloween. :D

After the service, mic left me and bryan alone to go shop for bryan's cousin birthday gift at Pyramid. GUYS ARE DAMN FUSSY TOO WHEN IT COMES TO SHOPPING. Period.
Lex joined later and we went for a drink at Modern.

Yesterday, went shopping with the sisters at Aeon. It was very productive. What caught my attention was Terry Palmer's towels and their embroidery service. I felt like buying but it's gonna be futile anyway, so i didn't purchase any. But it would be so cool okeh to use a towel with pretty wordings made just for you. Aww :) *coughs ahem coughs ahem*

Oh at night i played badminton at Pandamaran. Played with lex, ruifong, gideon and ronnie. Aivy organized it. It was THAT fun until I could hardly lift my right arm up today. -.- Silly much for not warming up. -.- But it was crazy fun.

How I wish you were less shallow and more open minded
That way, things would be a lot easier
Less boring too, i would say
But you were brought up that way
So what can i say?
If i say, 'hey pussy bugger, stop leaving me and talk to me!'
What would your reactions be
Let alone actions
Mmmmh, i don't wanna judge
Or my judgments will be questioned someday, seriously
Going with the flow is easy peasy
But it's a whole different story if you plan to level it up
Ohh, so tell me now
What's your deal
I'm cool with whatever you want
Make sure it's not that far-fetched alright
Peace out! \m/

Bid Farewell To The Boys

2010-02-02T23:02:00.008+08:00

Kissed my all time favourite homie, kelvinlimyichieh goodbye for the first time. :(

Dtavern was the place I suggested and we went with the flow together with 21 other friends last Friday night. The whole idea of this gathering was to celebrate his surprise birthday. Unfortunately Dtavern workers were plain silly that night. One of the waiter shouted from one end to another end, 'eh eh bring the cake out now!' -.- And the guy stupidly brought the whole box out. At least light the friggin' candles first lah. HAH. Bummer betol.

BEST FRIENDS SINCE HIGH SCHOOL weih. Still rocking on! Oyeah. \m/
First to hit NINETEEN among the gang. Yet the SMALLEST in size. :P
Love you to bits. I know you know I do and you know I will. ;)

Yesterday, was Vino's turn. :)
This dude is leaving for Aussie too. This time, we hung out at Subang. On a totally random note, I find TOOTH FAIRY superbly entertaining for a 18yo going on 19. Vinoraj Selvaraj, I've known you for months only and we've bonded so well already. You're the one always there when I needed someone. You're the one coming up with lame-but-quite-funny-jokes when I was down/emo/whatever. You're the one who helped me distribute flyers when I had to do it all alone. AH. I'll be missing you much. Cheers!

View from above at Taipan. Oh, star gazing was kinda fun. (if only the stars were a lot nearer and brighter, like duh)
That's Vino with his all-time-close-mouth-pose.

And yes, I chopped my hair off already.

rawr!

Of Productive Weekends

2010-01-31T22:46:00.008+08:00

Attended Chic Pop : Street Market 3 on Saturday with Joanne, Shenni and her friend. Those who fancy online shopping must have heard about this, I'm sure. It's a bazaar kinda thing where vendors from all around the place gather and sell their merchandises and it vary from clothes to accessories. Amazing can. :)

On the way to TTDI Plaza, KL. I love tunnels! It was a much fun ride with Joanne sharing her ~~stupid~~ breakup story to Shenni heh. The funniest part was when I told Shenni she cried. Shenni's first reaction was 'Ah Ma die also you never cry?!' HAHAH! And we burst out laughing. Yes, all three of us. :P

The bazaar was packed with shopaholics, I tell you. All of them were friggin' sweaty and sticky. Icky-ness. It was an indoor event but I don't think it was fully air-conditioned. Well, all three of us got ourselves stuff for cny. We circled the place a couple of times and bumped into the same store like more than once okayh. HAH.

Later, we left the place for Centerpoint. Went to Kitchen Creatures for lunch simply because it's a tax-free restaurant, be it government or service tax. Apparently, they're happy to serve us. (Y) Food was moderately good, so was the price.
Oh, check out my awful rootbear with REAL GINGER in it! :/

Rushed for youth service in the evening. Luckily we made it there on time.....for the preaching. Righttt.

After service, Pamela came up to me telling me the plan to watch movie with stranger and girlfriend was on. And I had to go because both of them couldn't drive. One's underage while the other was out of rides. So, I went again. Watched Spy Next Door with the duos. No doubt, it was crazy funny but I DON'T LIKE JACKIE CHAN ONE BIT. His kicks and punches still kicks ass buttt, I still don't fancy him lol.

We smuggled sushi into the cinema. He he he. My first time smuggling SUSHIS in. No shit. The previous was BR's icecream! :D

After the movie ended, we went for our dinner at *Something* Bubble Tea. We chatted a whole lot thanks to Pam and her never ending stories slash dramas lah. HAH. We were the last to leave the place and the waiter came with the bill eventho' we didn't ask for it. -.-

DROPPED PAM HOME AT SETIA ALAM AND GOT STUCK IN THE STUPID DUMB ASS JAM FOR MORE THAN AN HOUR with Munwah! It was crazy horrible. NEVER GONNA GO TO MERU ANYMORE, I SWEAR. I'M DOWNRIGHT SERIOUS. SERIOUSLY, KLANG TOWN IS THAT BAD. EVEN AT ELEVENISH PM. DAMNIT. GO TO BED LAH, KLANGIANS! !@#$

AH I feel muuch muuuch muuuuuuch better now :D

Futsal was awesome today with the youths. I can proudly say I scored more than 4 friggin' goals babyyyyh. Can you ladies top that. HAH :P

rawr!

Don't Waste Another Day

2010-01-28T01:23:00.004+08:00

I've completed 90210 Season 2! Been staying up just to watch it. Now that it's over, I'm still staying up. Because I've got Desperate Housewives to keep me company. Oyeh! Drama all over again with the MILFs. Hee. :)

Last night I only managed to crash around 5ish. By 6ish, I was waken up by Joyee and the noise she make since she was getting all geared up for school. For psych students, you should know that in one hour time, I can't possible reach my REM stage. I was only at stage1 or prolly 2 for the matter. I wasn't in my deep sleep stage YET. Hence, the wake up. Around 6ish, I slept back. But not for long until Joanne called me up. That was around 11ish. Just to go Aeon. Bummer betol. :(

Messing around with the safety helmet I found. And that's Joanne and dad pushing a trolley filled with Aussino's goods. Yeah, came all the way to help push the friggin' trolley. HAHA.
Bought a couple of things there.

Lunch at Kimgary. Predictable much, like what Bryan always say. Heh :)

How does it feels like to have 2 drivers in the house with 2 cars while the 2 folks are not around?
NOTHING. There you go. It feels like NOTHING! boo.

"Let's not waste another day of togetherness "

rawr!

Invitation Only Grant Farewell

2010-01-27T02:55:00.011+08:00

As I was bitching with Reno earlier regarding anything to everything, we stumbled upon our days back when we were college kids. She started listing down all the shits we did in college. Boy, it was one heck of a long list. She wanted to go on. Fortunately I managed to stop her, or it'll never end. Trust me, I've known this woman for a year+ already.

Meeting 19 new people from all around the country was indeed something worth mentioning and blogging about. We've been thro the whole of 2009 together and it was nothing but amazing.
Let's rejoice back what we had once upon a time ago, G8 rockstars. :)

Our very first lab lesson. I see Mrs Adeline. *winks Which happens to be our mentor as well as our Chemistry lecturer. Annnnd, she's a pregger now. Yay! Isaiah's gonna have a younger sibling.

Memories to the loo after every 50minutes. Oyeah, we leave our classroom after every lecture just to look at ourselves in front of the mirror. This is The Magic Mirror. I don't see why it shouldn't be called that. :D

I remember this! It's Stereotype Day. Meet Reno. She was a gangster wannabe. Epic phailed. -.- The look on her face itself can tame the hearts of many. *shakes head* But hey, I did a pretty good job in impersonating lalas. Yesh, very colorful, I know.

G8's all time favorite spot to chill and relax. ECA! We brought our shits here and did lots of new shits too. Awesome possum blossom time. :P All the people in Eca gooo. *whistles..whistles more*

AHHH. I miss wearing different colors of Converse to college. Yeh, I only do that in college, really. Because they are cool people who totally gets the idea of it.

AHH! H1N1 season. Nigel's the H1N1 patient and I'm promoting him to the public. Yeah, to tell the public to stay away from this dude. YOU GUYS SHOULD TOTALLY LOOK AT THEIR FACIAL EXPRESSIONS WHEN THEY SAW THE FRIGGIN' BOARD. Priceless, I tell you. :D

Aw, SARAH. DAMN, I miss you. Our first girls day out! :D

OMG. The uber horrible bangs, I hate you. Okayh anyways, it was Formal Day. Meet Phillips, Nigel, Adrian, Ben and Chuaa. The day we all looked so superbly smart. But clearly we weren't all that smart for coming up with such idea when we know we have to walk under the Sun during lunch break. So much for looking good. -.-

Hee, my so called husband. :)

Random cam-whoring. That's Elaine and Zekey. :P

SHORTS and FLIPFLOP Day. The day we dressed down, like seriously. I remember this lane. We shot our videos here where we mocked each and every guy in our class. Rightty? Nigel's overworn boxers, Ben's un-hot physique and Chua's hairly leg and his extremely small dingdong. HAHAHA. And we you hinted a guy on how ugly his surf pants was. :P :P

Sunway Lagoooooooon was sucha joooooooy fooooor us. Nuff' said.

The THREE AWESOME BITCHES. We were labeled as that for a reason okeh. The silliest, funniest and stupidest things we can come out with is indescribable. I miss our bitching sessions every morning already :'(

These people are LOVE. <3 style="font-style: italic;">Angel, the center one and on her left is Sarah! :D Hee, two nicest dudettes in G8. No joke. I'd have fallen for them if I wasn't straight. One don't allow you to curse and tells you how much she loves you all the time while the other one is full of sarcasm and creativity. How can you not want to live with people like these, you tell me. Ily. :D

SAM's Graduation Prom Night. It was a blast. The best time of the year. :)

At MOS with the people who joined prom :D

Love y'all to bits. Continue rocking my life because you guys rock socks. :P :P

OHMYGOODNESSLAH, I seriously pout a lot in pictures. >.<

rawr!

Mudpie is the New Love

2010-01-27T01:13:00.005+08:00

Mudpie completed my night. :) Mudpie kick Oreo's butt far far away.

Back in the afternoon, I was waken up at Oneish by Joanne. She called me up and asked me to go pick Alex and have lunch with him. And I did. -.- Despite feeling all sleepy. (what, I slept at 4ish okayh) We had Mc Donalds at Petronas. I've been there for 3 week days consecutively already. And you tell me Mc Donald's fries don't digest till the third week in the friggin' stomach? OMG LAH. :/

Lex, I had fun anyways. :)

2010-01-25T21:26:00.002+08:00

Nothing beats Mc Donald's Mc Flurry Oreo on a rainy day. Chilly and soothing, that's all I needed to complete my evening. :)
Despite the weather, today was pretty productive.

'all you wanted is to be wanted'

2010-01-22T00:14:00.004+08:00

This kid started uni already at Taylors Lakeside taking up Medicine. So unbelievable. He's the most uncertain one among us all on what course to take up back when we were still college kids and now he's the one starting uni first. Ironic, I know. Such an ass. He's miserable having only 2 college mates. Very damn pathetic. Met up with him for lunch at Fulll House since he had like 4hours of break. I so had enough of that place. I'll never go back. The food there are just too bloody sweet. Doesn't suit my liking no more. :(

Saman was finally settled at the police station. Ah, what a major relief! :)
And no, i didn't pay a total of 300/100 bucks. Just 30bucks. Because I'm awesome like that. hahaha, okeh, kidding.

Did I mention I'm in love with 90210! Naomi is the bitch in the show and hell yeah we worship her like some goddess. She's the way to go. Adriana is pretty darn hot too, oh and Navid's curls are oh so irresistible. And and Annie is superbly adowable. I uber love her piercings. Silver has issues, but I still adore her. That girl has attitude. Teddy is one hell of a great kisser, yes I can tell okay just by watching him act. :) Liam's the best male actor. Thanks to his oozing sex appeal. I'm dying to kiss him. Shucks. ;/

Keeping up with the Kardashians is LOVE. :) Khloe's sucha bitch but she's so funny. HAHA love it whenever she screws Kris. :D

rawr!

2010-01-18T18:19:00.004+08:00

Lazy is gonna be my second name soon, I swear. Wait, at least it's better than Suzy/Suzielah! Whichever suits you. :) Okeh, let's wrap things up a lil once again. (I know I've been doing this a lot and it's irritating the crap out of some of y'all. Haha but I'm left with no choice, sort of, so yeaaah)

My camera died on me, again. I only managed to snap two shots of my year photo album. The first two. I'll do it again, soon. :) And yeah, the first two pages are already so pweerty right. Thanks to mic and jas. I can't stop flipping the pages, really.

So.. I last blogged on a Friday.

Saturday.
Had breakfast with dad and the sisters at Tai Thong since mom went for Joey Yap's Feng shui talk. I dislike dim sum, yes i'm serious but i had to stuff my face anyhow. Off to Esprit store in Aeon later. We wanted to renew the Esprit card oh so badly but it's so difficult every time because you gotta spend like 370+ in a single receipt to get a new one/renew one. And we finally did. Happyh sial. I got myself an awesome pweerty sling bag!

Before we head for church at 345pm, I went over to Don's grandma's place to hand him the books, yeah the SAM books he bought from me. His grandma was adowable. I told her i came over to send his books, the next minute, she came out with books on her hand. (???) LOL. Then picked lex and off to Bees to get sugar buns. Haha. Steamboat dinner with the family and cousins. :) (I spend too much time with the family lah, wtf)

Sunday
Breakfast again with the family at Klang. OMG, after that we headed to Aeon again. To get groceries and all. Headed to 52, Lorong Nilam to look see look see. ;) At 545pm, we left for Green View at PJ for a seafood dinner with my mom's side since my aunt from Aussie was back. Carlsberg together with marmite crab is the boom, seriously! Bill came up to almost 4digits. Just 2 bucks a way. :D

That's Zackie. Naughty lil kid. :)

Monday
Went over to Sunway College to serve for the one last time. HAHAH. Job was done pretty fast. Flyers were given out all in split seconds. Sunway students less lancilanyeong than Taylor's, I reckon. The sad part was obviously receiving my first bloody summon slip by the polis diraja malaysia. Yes yes, I parked illegally. Because the silly government didn't provide enough parking lots for the kids there. The government here is often dissed, now I see why. Argh. :(
Had dried bahkutteh with Adrian for lunch after that. It was pretty darn tasty heh.

Brb!

rawr.

2010-01-15T22:34:00.003+08:00

Finally got my 18th birthady present from the babes. :)

'Is it my 09' or 10' birthday present deih?' HAHAH.

I'll take pictures of it and post them up soon if time permits. No promises though. It's one kick ass gift, that's for sure. Worth waiting.

SAM ended about 3 months ago. I've only started working yesterday. Slack too much already lah, I know. Anyway it's a 3 days job. And each day I've to distribute flyers for 3 hours ONLY. Awesome or not. And my pay is 3 digits. :) And I'm getting darker. Yay!

SOLD SAM BOOKS on Wednesday with the gang. The newbies look so dorky, I must say. AND I sold my friggin' calculator worth 450bucks to Don for 280bucks together with 4 Mathematical Studies book. CALL ME GENEROUS. I'm dying to hear that, I swear okeh. :( Sales was average, got a total of 330bucks. It's gonna be mine, blegh. :)

Running off for supper in a bit.

rawr!

2010-01-12T01:08:00.005+08:00

Time for some movie reviews, hell yeaaah :)

Alvin and The Chipmunks 2 was awesome. Loved the first one, and the second one didn't let me down one bit. The chipmunks and chipettes were superbly adowable. They sang so adowably and danced so adowably too. GAH. Love it. Love THEODORE, the fattest chipmunk. <3 <3 <3 I'd love to let him sleep with me whenever he has nightmares. Awwwww. :)

Old Dogs was another hit. It was friggin' hilarious, I had fun laughing my butt off. Thanks to the weird guy behind us who laughed like he was choking on a frog, made it even funnier. We all turned behind and cock-stared that dude. Nothing but nerdy. Anyways John Travolta and Robin Williams were the bombs. Not a big fan of em' but they made the movie sho uber funnyh. Rate it 9/10.

Did you hear about the Morgans was a total disaster. I wish I didn't hear about it, blegh. Thought it would be nice and all but it wasn't. Boring story line, blah blah blah. Very predictable. I'll give it a 4/10. BOO HOO. But I still adore you, Hugh Grant! He is love, I tell you.

So, I'll be back when I feel like it. :)

Curry noodles, here I come tomorrow.

rawr!

2010-01-09T23:44:00.003+08:00

MONASH BABBYYH! :)

Finally got the offer statement. Went over to pay the fees and all today. Kinda eager to start college, deih. It's time to learn something new. Gah, my passion for studies come and go and this is so not cool.

Went over to Pyramid, had my most satisfying dessert ever at ice monster. Spent the parents as well. Generous is the word, I know tyvm. HAHA

Just came back from Alvina's party anyways. Food was terrific, like seriously. (i don't usually expect much from food caterings but this one was WHOAH) She's leaving to Melbourne, for six friggin' years, hence the farewell party.

Will be meeting my college kakis tomorrow. Excited giler babi weih :) HAHAHAHA

AND THIS FRIGGIN' GUY I ADORE SO MUCH WHILE I WAS IN COLLEGE APOLOGIZED TO ME 7 FRIGGIN' TIMES, so far lah. WTF, i no longer feel the same like i do few months back dei. Hence i will not succumb into your 'pityful sorrys'. OMG OMG I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE. THE GUY WHO I WANTED TO TALK BACK SO UBER BADLY PM-ed ME ON MSN. THE GUY I STALKED IN THE LIBRARY, I PEEKED WHILE I'M IN THE CAFETERIA STUFFING MY FACE, I TURNED MY HEAD 360 DEGREES JUST SO I CAN SEE HIM FOR A FEW SECONDS LONGER!! FML. Life's unfair. LOVE IS CRAZY STUPID.
hahahahah. okeh, drama sial.

i'm tired.

rawr!

2010-01-07T17:26:00.008+08:00

Disappointed. The job was all I needed to satisfy my own pleasures, retail therapy that is. Instead of working my butt off earning good cash, I'm here rotting, doing nonsensical stuff now. The only productive thing I did was reading The Bible. :)

A couple of days back, I went out with this dude. And he was a major LET DOWN. For crying out loud, be a real gentleman already and stop being uber stingy. This will get you no where, macha. You're not behaving your age. PFT. Can die, I tell you.

Recently, I have attached guys coming to me talking dirty horny stuff. They even claimed that their girlfriends are totally cool with all these. Bullshit okeh, bullshit! And threesome rocks socks? Feck you, I say. Long attached guys need to get a life, no seriously. Or long attached girls gotta ditch their men already. It's about time lol. :)

Uni starts in MARCH. I repeat MARCH! MARCH!

Gonna be seeing stinky faces around. Ugh, like it's the first lol.

Monash, here I comeeee.

(Ssssh IMU, go awayyyy. I turned down your offer because you're too damn far and your building is too ol' and fugly) :)

Am loveable but not in love? AW, tell me about it. HAHAHAHAHAH

AUNT NICOLE IS BACK WITH BABY ZAC from Aussie :) :) :)

rawr!

2010-01-02T21:49:00.004+08:00

This page of mine is officially dead. Not sure if there are readers out there still but I really feel like shutting it down. Anyways, let's wrap things up a lil.

Sunday - Whole day in Church, Black && White Production was awesome, Mamak with the youths later and Kenneth lost his car keys (his car was parked behind of mine, wth right blah)

Monday - Went to Church in the noon to pack up the mess from the Production. Avatar at 9pm in Pyramid with a few of the youths. Ramly at Modern, as supper.

Tuesday - STAYED HOME, if I'm right. *bangga-bangga*

Wednesday - Went Midvalley with Vy, Sab and Joanne. Jeremy's house at night, it was Zara's 4th birthday. ;)

Thursday - Curve in the evening with ze gang. Stayed for Countdown. AMAZING can. Had McDonalds later at Kemuning with ze gang at 3isham. Slept at 5am. FUUU.

Friday - Was woken up at 9plus. Bummer. Headed to Carey Island for awesome seafood with the family and cousins. Oh, went to GM too. Lousy.

Saturday - Went to Amoda at Jalan Imbi (opposite Times Square) for some shitty interview with Jas. Took the bloody train and the monorail just to get ourselves disappointed. Church in the evening.

Sunday - (yet to come butttt...) Bah Kut Teh at Pao Xiang. ;)

It's 2010 and I'm not gonna list down any resolutions simply because I know I will never keep up with it. So yea, scratch that aside. Life's been pretty decent lately. Really hope my application to Monash University will be granted. What else, what else.

I came a crossed this moments away. Guys are pretty much jerks. They're so selfish, they tend to use girls. The main shit I wanna highlight is they always use girls to satisfy their guilty pleasures. It's nonsense. Mind me, they are the ones taking the first step in any sexual activities, be it making out/love, I don't care. They do it because it's interesting, to them. At that point of time, they may be all lovey dovey, saying things they don't even mean (blame the blood circulation right up to their verticl stick alright!) and when it's all over, you'll realize it's all mere lies and feelings of disappointement kicks in. That's when you find out you'd been ditched, for no apparent reason. Guys are lousy like that.

Girls on the other hand are not all that good either. They can be a real pain in the butt by being all bitchy and controlling. They tend to dig up ol' shits and harp on it like there's no tomorrow. They forgive, but they never forget. I repeat, NEVERRR. That's one thing I can't deny. Girls do not express their true feelings, they assume guys should know every single shit but it doesn't really work that way. (Guys are equally dumb, you see) But then again, at least girls are more considerate in their actions and attitudes. Put it short, we're more civilized and less childish.

LOVE IS PWEEERTY DARN USELESS. ;) Oh, I so need a boyfie lah. ;)

Am loving the button-up-collar look can. ;)

Cheers to the NEW YEAR!

2009-12-28T18:01:00.002+08:00

Just to let you know, I'm still here. (:

i've got a lot to say....but i've gotta run....

brb, folks.

rawwwwwwr!

2009-12-21T01:17:00.004+08:00

This is one stupididioticdumbasdysfunctionalscamera, I tell you. I do not <3 you.

Truth is, I miss conversing with you all day long. And I understand nothing is permanent, everything is in fact temporary only. When it's time to let go, one should let go. After going through myriads of separations, I find it pretty easy to cope now. I mean it's not like it's the end of the world already. One go, many more will show up, and this is insanely true. OMG I'M SELF-MOTIVATING can. (: (:

Saturday was productive. So was Sunday. Went over to Taylor's lakeside campus for their campus day. Boy, I'm already in love with the campus. No shit, it's one of the chunest campus I've been to. AH! Monash's Open Day was so-so. Monash kick Imu's ass but not Taylors's. Dayuuum. BUT I'M STILL NOT GOING TO TAYLORS. HAHAH. :P

At last I meet the twins after how many donkey months. They have moobs already. And very horny too. They were hitting on MILFs. But they're still awesome tho. We chilled at Aeon, walked up and down the whole of ground floor while we wait for Yvone to charge her stupid phone so we can contact her. Miserable, I know. Shits happened, and I'm so not gonna mention it here cause writing it down means embarrassing myself to the world. Hell no. :p

Went over to Kenny Roger's. Before that I had Manhattan Fish Market for dinner already. Twins chao-ed pretty early. Still mommy's lil twins can. HAHA. Next stop was Asoka with Da and Fei. Another pair of twins. Hahah. They were friggin' late. We waited for like so long and we ended up getting ourselves free drinks. hah :)

Sunday. Was out with the family. Damn kecoh but I still consider it as high level of productivity okeh. :)

Have to be up by 8am tomorrow for video shooting. Gimme a break already, will you. Loathe last minute arses. Oh, kill me alreadyyyy. :( :(

rawr.

2009-12-19T09:57:00.001+08:00

Bill Kaulitz from Tokio Hotel is LOOOOOOOVE.

2009-12-17T20:33:00.007+08:00

What a week!

Monday. Had to be the chauffeur. That's why I didn't go Ikea/Curve with the BFFs. :(
Picked Alex from Southern Park, went to his place to get his stuff and dropped Joyee at Alvina's place. So I chilled with Alex. Headed over to Petronas's Mc Donalds with the laptops, unfortunately Wifi wasn't available. Drove to Aeon and wasted time in Starbucks. We did shits and 1hour pass by fast. Later, we went to Modern for a drink and have a lil chat over serious matter. The whole day I only had vico before I left home, dragonfruit&kiwi juice at Starbucks and teh o ais limau in Modern. No mooood, I tell you. Slumbered the night away later.

Same place, same person, different shits. :)

Tuesday.
....So I was informed to be at Rui Fong's house by 730am for Salvation's video shooting. Woke up a wee late, rushed and picked Alex before heading to his place. Again, I grabbed a packet of Vico before I leave. VICO is like my energy drink okeh. (: NOT HAPPY WITH TUESDAY AT ALL. It was so unproductive. I was there the whole day like from 8am till 3pm and our scenes weren't one bit successful. Disappointed much, I drove back empty stomach. I was crazy angry. PFFFT. And by 6am the next day, we can check our finals results online. So everyone who took SAM was bloody stress that night. Including me, yesh, I only slept at 4ish that night. Was on the line with important people actually. (: Sleep deprivation is attacking me slowly. Shoot.

Wednesday
Bitch 2 woke me up around 8plus, spilling her results over the phone. I was half awake then. Quickly I bounced up from my bed and rushed to the laptop and hit the ON button. I was anxious okeh. SAM RESULTS okeh. No shit, I was scared shit. So I logged in and stuff and dayumm, I can't check mine. I reloaded the page and signed in several times, all failed. Then Chua called me, and I gave him my registration number. Gosh, thank goodness he could access in. He was THE ONE who saw all my results before me. How unfair. BAH. So I got a TER of 88. Fart-fart in the Chinese way, haha. Not bad, but was aiming 90! O.o
Later in the afternoon, headed to church for dance practice from 1-4. Went over to Chi Liung for curry noodles but I ordered Milo ice only. Yesh, that's what I've been consuming. Liquids. No, I'm not sick, just don't feel like eating.

Thursday
Went to college to collect my certs and results in the afternoon. Finally I get to see my results by my own. HAH Bangga okay. (:

I met Sean there.
Sean peeked at mine and said "You got 88? Vino say 87?"
Me, "Noolar. EH you got 84 right? Vino told, well grats.."
Sean, "Noolar, I got 85 laa"
-________________-

Had lunch at FacetoFace with Chua since he haven't eaten anything. This time, I grabbed a Milo packet before I leave. (Ran out of Vico already heh) For the first time in my life, I didn't finish my all time favourite PAN MEE. How disappointed. I don't know why but I just can't stuffed my face like I used to. I am hungry buttt. Yor, depressed!

The stupid smile on his face when he found out that Taylor's students who wanna continue their tertiary education in Taylors will receive a 50% off for the full duration if achieve TER90 and above. HAHA this retard got 89.55. :D Eighty nine point five five can!

Watched Zombieland in Pyramid with Vino in the afternoon. OMG that show is a must watch show, I tell you. Together with Vino's craziness, I had an awesome time. He's that cheerful until my mood was actually lifted up.

"The first rule of Zombieland: Cardio! When the zombie outbreak first hit, the first to go, for obvious reasons...were the fatties!'' My favourite. (:

GAAAAH I lost 1kaygee, thanks to my much lousy appetite recently. :(

I wanna crash already.

ra ra rawr raawr rawrrrrr!

2009-12-14T17:20:00.006+08:00

Raub's NS Campsite was okay. (:

Greens everywhere. Almost got choked by the vast amount of oxygen content. So not used to it.

The tower. Did flying fox (twice!) , high ropes activities, kayaking, kite flying, and cycling. Awesome exprience. Until I...

Fell off a bike. GOSH. Horrible experience. The bike actually over-turned when I hit the brake. Like hundred and eighty degrees okeh. Clearly the bike's brake was faulty already. I know I can ride well. (:

Went with 6 other families, I found my best friend. Meet Lee Yan. Most adowable 6yo I've met. She's intelligent and really sweet. She said she loves me. (: She hugs me. She put her cheeks next to mine, so that I can kiss her. She came to me and introduced herself. HOW SWEET CAN. She follows me everywhere I go. AAH. I MISS HER ALREADY. :'''(

Following day we went up to Gohtong Jaya. And that's about it. I'm bloody lazy to update more.

What's truthful is hurtful. I so love this statement. Everyone says you're an asshole. And I finally choose to believe it now. It's been long. The pain was excruciating, but I have You to go through this with me. Once a liar, forever a liar. ((: Stay the way you are, and you're not going anywhere far. I can bet on this.

So, brb.

rawr!

2009-12-10T20:35:00.004+08:00

Princess and The Frog is too princessy and fairy tale-ish. Not really my cup of tea. But the musical part was really nice. Didn't know frogs can sing eh? O.o Annnd, Love Happens was pretty good. Jenn Aniston was stunning in the movie, as usual. ( :

So the deal was made and the plan was on. The boys came down to Klang. Three of them, to be precise. These first timers weren't one bit amazed by Klang. How can this possibly be when Klang is all happening and busy with traffics and road tolls, you tell me. AHA. Absurd.

First stop was Centro Mall, for breakfast. Bah Kut Teh lah? What else. It was all good until Nigel speak. He just had to burst our bubbles okeh by saying Puchong's BahKutTeh kicks ass, better than Klang's apparently. Lousy.

Finish also whaaat. :(

Once we're stuffed, we move on to Aeon. Pretty boring, I would say. The fun part was playing hide and seek in Aeon. Seriously, try next time. I'm sure all the Klangians are sick of Aeon already so why not try something new. (DON'T CHOOSE LEVEL2, HARVEY NORMAN IS TOO DAMN BIG TO SEARCH OKEHH) Then we headed to Jeth's Cafe for ice cream treat, we were all bursting out in sweat when we reached. Amazon was next and pool was fine. All in all, it was an exciting excursion. We make a good couple host, don't we? (:

Meet Wang squared. Adowable little turtle, I tell you. I love to see it spin on it's tiny shell, uber funneh. I kid you not. :/

Anyways, you guys can kiss farewell to my fugly bangs already. BECAUSE IT'S GROWING AND IT'S GOING BACK TO NORMAL ALREADY. SLOWLY BUT SURELY. Muahaha.

hey, I'll be gone for 3 days. So brb again!
rawr!

2009-12-07T17:38:00.005+08:00

I see Christmas decorations everywhere and everyone's really getting in the mood already. Everyone's looking forward for it. For the adults, definitely it's time to sit back relax and wait for their bonus to kick in while for the kids, it's time to play and enjoy and not worry about unfinished homeworks. 'All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy' certainly do not apply here. That's because they don't even have to work slash study. AHHH! It's amazing how fast time flies and before you know it, 2010 is already at your door step. Awesome or what. Let's roll together yo. (: (:

Attended Christmas Fiesta 09 which was held outside Stadium Sultan Sulaiman. Wasn't what I expected. We ate before the thing started, when we reached, something caught my attention ; the presence of Malays. No offence but hey, it's a Christmas event? Wth are you guys doing here. Shouldn't you be praying or something? After looking around, I finally got it. It was THE FREE FOOD AVAILABLE there that attracted these people. TYPICAL Malays, I tell you. I'm not saying all but majority are. Correct me if I'm wrong. (:

When Santa and Clowns were giving out free presents, the crowd was filled with Indians AND ONLY INDIANS. TYPICAL. No offence, but Indians sort of get excited when they see free merchandises I guess? As usual, Indians gang-fight. Apparently there was a fight in that silly crowd. Kids crying, adults being punched, blah. Did I mention ambulance were there too? That's what I heard lah. TYYYYYPIIICAAAAALLL can. :O

We don't even have the mood to layan okeh. Pathetic.
Burger King was our next stop before crashing home.
HCA's performance was obviously one of a kind. (:

and you were sweeeet. (:

BRB.
rawr!

2009-12-05T17:13:00.005+08:00

Was one hell of a night yesterday until I got hit by a silly text. If an unintelligent man could figure out the reason to this simple yet nerve-wracking dispute, what more you who was deemed an intelligent kid all this friggin' while. You were a major disappointment to me last night. You have no idea what damage you've caused. From now onwards, it's gonna be a hard game. Talk about trust and creativity? HAAH, BS!

Put that aside. Today's a new day, a new beginning and everyday is a gift, that's why it's called the present. Don't y'all think we should just look forward? Yeap I think so too. (:

Yesterday, James's ex add math tuition kakis went for a ride. Myself, vone, aaron and ben were the ones involved in this crazy yet fun outing. Came in four cars, we settled down at Station1 for a decent dinner. Food was alright but not the waiters. They were all so lala and uh blur, I would say. It's been yonks since I last saw ben and vone. Not aaron, simply because we were from the same college, took the same train back most of the time etc. (:

From station1 we drove to Amazon, again in 4 cars. Hated pool centres merely because it was smoky and people there are pretty weird. Eerie. (: Aaron whoop Ben's ass in two games straight.

Headed to Modern, Chi Liung later. After finding parking for four cars, Ben had to suggest Esso Mamak. Pffft. And aaron agreed because that's the only mamak where he was acknowledged as The White Man wtf. HAHA. Finding a spot for the cars is so damn difficult in Esso Mamak okeh. Ample of spaces for people to consume unhealthy junk but limited parking lots. Frustrating, I tell you. Funny shiz happened. (asing asing *inside joke) After that, we were to Modern, Teluk Pulai for another round of mamak drink. This time Aaron was the chauffeur. We didn't wanna waste time searching for parking anymore, so we went in a car. (: Last stop was Modern, Chi Liung. By the time we reached, we were all high in sugar content already. We started spiting lime seeds to one another. Wait, me and vone ganged up against aaron actually and that stupid ben was laughing his ass off the whole firggin time, I swear. Owning, I tell you.

love y'all.
rawr!

2009-12-04T12:56:00.003+08:00

.....Yesterday night was horrible. I dislike making decisions, what more decisions that will impact my life sometime in the future. It's like a question of life or death, no seriously. Me being the 'cool as a cucumber' sort, I find it so hard to decide which university to go and what to pursue. This year I did SAM in Taylors and it wasn't my decision at all, it was em' parents who wanted me to do it. Back in high school, I didn't ask for science stream but I was placed there. So you see, I've never really come a cross any huge-decision-making process. And I know this will not be the first and last. There's relationships (mature ones), marriage, job, kids, oh my holy cow, the list goes on and on. Aha. These life events are tough and a lil scary, to me.

Cameron was unpleasantly cold. Greens everywhere and snaky roads wasn't really my thing. Nevertheless, going with the other fourteen was sheer enjoyment.

Like it or not, men are no mind readers. Naive insensitive boring men are a major turn off. Pfft. I've got so many things to say but I can't find the right words to use. Blame my limited vocabulary, shucks gotta start reading the dictionary ~~again~~ already. Aha. I'll take a break, brb.

rawr!

2009-12-02T17:26:00.004+08:00

So I stepped into Papa Kopitiam not knowing it's the same as Papa Rich. I remember vowing not to ever step foot into this place, unfortunately I did. And it's really not my fault although I agreed on going but you who suggested it should be punished, like seriously. (: Food was terrible and a wee pricey. Forget about the ambiance lah.

Looks can be pweerty deceiving and I just had to post em' up, okeh. :/

DON'T YOU GUYS EVER GO TO THIS HORRIBLE PLACE. IT'S SO NOT WORTH YOUR MONEY. IF THERE'S MAMAPOOR IN THE FUTURE, DON'T EVER GO TOO. I'M SURE IT'LL SUCK AS BAD AS PAPARICH.

You're a liar. Liars rot in hell. Do you wanna rot in hell? Mmmh.

2009-11-25T20:40:00.005+08:00

..... There goes Sarah Chew Wei Wei, returning back to her land of pepper and horn bills. Will definitely miss you, especially your sarcastic remarks and awesome drawings. You'll be my first ~~and last~~ Sarawakian friend. Love you lots, bloody camwhorer!

Farewell gathering at ss15. Uber love the pan mee. It's the best thing ever.

Few of us headed to Pyramid then. Lost a round of bowling to Nigella and his girlfriend. So silly can, they both took turns to play on a lane in one frigging set. Don't have to be that sweet ae? Haha. Lost with joy and much pride anyways. And my right arm was pretty much strengthless already. The best part of the entire game was me beating Chua by 1. ONE ONE ONE ONLY. Two strikes in a row also useless dei. Three sets altogether in a week. Oh my, the joyyy. (:

It's been a great week. Movies and more movies coming up. Watched Planet51, Christmas Carol and Astro boy already. Will be catching New Moon tomorrow and 2012 the day after tomorrow. And had been catching up on movies I've missed. Hannah Montana The Movie was awesome, so is The Confessions of a Shopaholic. Cloudy with a chance of Meatball was just alright for me. GIJoe here I come. (:

Pretty sick of Caramel Popcorn already.

I'll side track a bit. What, it's my page, leave if you don't wanna see.

Things changed, it sure did. Am not saying it's not a good thing, being close to you is definitely something I'd never wanna miss. You've been great, and I'm serious. You've not been mad at me, not once despite the many times I got angry at you. Sometimes I wonder if you're genuine or what. Being close to you means making one or two people upset and I don't feel one bit good about it. I can't ignore the fact that he's been the really sweet one, always there for me. It hurts to see him all screwed up. Why the shit am I even talking about this. GAH.

2009-11-24T10:20:00.005+08:00

Yesterday was a total bummer. Planet 51 was a wee let down. Didn't manage to catch Astro Boy although it was being screened in the New Wing of 1Utama. We were at the Old Wing instead. How silly of you, Chua. And you tell me you're from that area. Bullsh!t right up my ass okay. Haha. Nonetheless, it was one hell of a great day merely because I totally wrapped up the two sets of bowling we played. This time without the help of anyone. Loserr! *bangga bangga

And am very bery grateful for that rm2 socks. The last time you purchased a rm3 socks for me, that was in Pyramid, this time in U-Bowl. I'm so not gonna bring any socks and will see if you can get a rm1 socks. Rofl.

We settled down at Nippon Yataimura for lunch.

Annnnd COTTON ON turned me on, literally. :D The clothes there were really pweerty and afforwoble can. Am quite sure the clothes there are like what Jia Le puts on. In case you don't know Jia Le's the actress from Dream-Catchers, a Singaporean teevee series. Tell me her clothes are hideous and I'll bang myself dead in the head okay. Okeh, that was nonsense. HAHA. Am just trying to say that the clothes there are really really nice. ( :

2009-11-21T14:32:00.004+08:00

Corroboree graduation night was awesome. Simply because the crowd was happening and the boys and girls were stunning. Held in Sunway Lagoon Resort Hotel's grand ballroom, the ambiance was beyond what I expected. No, seriously, it's worth what we paid for. If the slides on the projector didn't go haywire, it would have been perfect. No systematic/random error or whatever. Mrs Hoe, which happen to be the SAM Program Director even joked about it, saying it's just a warm up. Hah. So obvious it was just a cover up. We ain't dumb students eh, after 1 year of rewarding Australian syllabus.

The night started off early, by 6ish the lobby was already filled with pretty gowns and handsome blazers everywhere. Oh, and hell lot of flashes coming from everyone's camera. Doh. Food was pretty mouthwatering too. (Too bad Daryl, I'm not gonna post any LOL)A lady was brought in, like the ancient China times, where she was placed on a wooden chair sort of thing and men carried the thingy on their shoulders. A bit exaggerating, yes? HAHA. That's how they introduced the 4seasons dish to us.

We left the hotel around 11ish and headed to MOS to continue partying. OMG I uber love the vibrating dance floor. Sho bloodeh effing' awesome can. After enduring a great deal of pain, (thanks to the merciless heels -_-) we headed to Station1 for some decent drinks and awesome magic tricks taught by Ben. (:

Bits of it here :P

rawr!

2009-11-19T18:08:00.004+08:00

Erh why's the image uber blur? Stupid Olympus, it's dying already and has problem focusing. Adrian Leong if you're reading this, I supposed you know what you should do. ahem. I can't waitttt. :D

Anyhoos, I gotta thank Ben here for organizing a dinner gathering just for me. I appreciate it a lot annnnd lots of love for you. Also, a big thank you to everyone who wished me on/off time, whatever it is, you guys really made my day alright. Love y'all.

Being eighteen doesn't make me feel any special or whatsoever. Still illegal for clubs, eh? :P Apart from that, being eighteen means I've lived eighteen years of life. What wonderful things have I done throughout my entire existence? I can't tell, honestly. There's just too many, in my opinion. HAH. SWEET, I wish I'll continue living life to the fullest since all we got is one life. (If all else fail, I'll join youuuuu in your chicken rice shop, heh (: )

Food at Sunway (:

Next up will be Corroborre. ;P *jumps for joy

2009-11-15T23:54:00.003+08:00

La Bodega was awesome. And one sound reason supporting this was they have TABOO. (:

I feel so gaa-gaa.

I decided to believe that love do exist at first sight. Ouu, like finally. HAH! :D I'm talking about my dress here. Prom's up!

2009-11-12T13:22:00.003+08:00

Wtheck it's been yonks since I last blogged. Ohmygoodness gracious. Missed me? No doubt, and hey I survived. ;) hallelujah.

Okay, I'm so done with South Australian Matriculation and I don't feel one bit smarter. Hah, that was a joke. I sure learnt a lot . Come to think of it, it really has been a tumultuous year, both for you and me. We struggled through assignments, bad days, bad HAIR days, unprepared presentations and most of all we flunked math together, few times. Amazing, no. I think it's really cool we went through all this shits together and G8 has been one of the favorites among lecturers, even the program director says we're uber friendly. Of course we had bad remarks too, like being complaint and all but it was all good by the next day. Throughout the year, we sure did loads of crazy things that will rock our memory each time we think hard about it. Say smashing edible things right up the faces of both familiar and unfamiliar people, spraying water at random faces using fertilizer pump, wearing awful statements regarding H1N1 just to freak students off, hitting on Canadian lecturers, sucking on helium gases to produce squeaky voices, performing all sorts of weird 'dare' in our own creation of 'Dare or Dare' game, and most importantly, we gel-ed pretty well with all our lecturers. Ahh top that!

2009-10-30T17:49:00.004+08:00

The bangs are gone, for good.
Now you can save your crappish compliments for yourself. ;P

Study leave is officially over. What's next?

Yeh you've guessed it right. :(

eh love is pretty awesome, yes, no?

It twist your mindset subconsciously, allow the ugly to become beautiful and turn the world into a whole new place, for a few. For some, it may just be an unbearable pain like a stab in the heart.

One minute you can be head over heels into that dude, the next minute, you might loathe him to the core for some reasons. After all, men are sheer disappointment to the lass.

NOT ALL, I KNOW BUT A FEW OF THEM ARE JUST PLAIN DUMBOS, OKAY.

Okay, I've no idea where this is taking me but I'm pretty sure the after effects of falling in love is taking it's toll on me.

Oh my holy cow!

2009-10-27T23:52:00.002+08:00

Aku rindu kat memori memori yang terindah tu. Aaallah!

These are the memories that'll be tattooed in me forever. I mean it.

High school kicks ass, okay.

SPOT ME! :P

(stole the picture from bitch's page, btw ;p)

2009-10-22T13:17:00.002+08:00

I'llmy, Taylors. (:

YOU CAN LAUGH ALL YOU WANT.

The bangs ain't working on me. !@#$

2009-10-15T20:38:00.003+08:00

Won't be gone for long. (:

Trust me.

I'm doing good and lovin whatever I'm doing right now.

I still have one week contract with Taylors. HAHA. ;P

Oh, how I miss the bitches and bastards there, lecturers and dramas and toilet cleaners.

You guys were totally awesome. (:

Taylors ain't that bad after all.

Hunks, you'll be missed like goddamn a lot, okay.

Anyway I can't seem to find the damn time for this lousy blog of mine.

I'll be back after my finals then!

Love you all to one bit. :P

rawr!

2009-10-10T09:12:00.004+08:00

Not everything has to revolve around you, alright.
The world is not yours alone.
Sometimes it's also about others. FECK YOU.

2009-10-09T00:25:00.001+08:00

Aaron was sucha major ass sweetheart today.

Wheee.

2009-10-06T20:21:00.001+08:00

Happy belated birthday again. (:
This time I made this post for you, heh.

rawr!

Moon Cake Fest

2009-10-04T01:10:00.004+08:00

Barbecue dinner at Botanic was awesome (:
Burnt and lighted lanterns, dropped bacon into the fire chamber, wings burnt and overly cooked sausages, spilled drink, marshmallows dipped in all sorts, strangers and dogs and lastly myriads of pictures taken with loved budds totally completed the night. (:

Happy Mid Autumm folks ;P

rawr!

2009-10-01T22:05:00.003+08:00

5 weeks left to finals.
I so must conquer it.
Trials was disastrous much.
Feck it.

Oh, classes today was extra entertaining.
HAHAHAHA.
Poor lecturers, got fooled. ;P

2009-10-01T20:08:00.001+08:00

Two is so much better than one.

No doubt everyone needs companion.

Glad I have you although you aren't really the chosen one.

2009-09-27T18:53:00.006+08:00

Captain's Quencher kicks ass especially on a sunny day, it melts my heart down. Lubduplubdup. <3>Something that goes really well with beer or any alcohol drink. (:

Had Klang town's most famous fried chicken and banana leaf rice on Friday afternoon. I didn't even know there was such a place. Hah. Jas brought me there, we took away portions of four and headed to Mic's place. Apparently that place was very damn filthy. Anyways, the Indian rice was bloody nice. Modern mamak is like so yesterday lahhhh.

Unfortunately, they had only breast meat left, no tender meat and stuff. Had a tough time masticating it though. But it was all worth while.

9 days off was sheer pleasure for me. I maximized my holiday like nobody's business. Very productive in terms of everything but studying. I watched like four friggin' sweet movies in the cinema and one or two double sweet ones on Astro within one week. Satisfied with all except Gamer. That show was a major letdown, and hell no Gerard Butler ain't hot or whatsoever okay. He's just plain muscular and that's about it. (:

Back to college like tomorrow. Psychology assignment's gonna due like on Wednesday and I only managed to start like today. Awesome me, no? Wtheck, I got a lot of questions to ask my lecturer to like double confirm everything. You know I dislike doing like double work, don't you? HAHAHAH. I'm in the 'like' mode currently. Lol.

Anyways, I has this dream a day before and thinking about it creeps the hell out of me. 3 nuns gave birth to 3 friggin awesome fat babies. Slowly, they'll die, one by one for no goddamn reason. And everyone starts crying and mourning over the lost babies. How absurd and nonsensical, you tell me. Anyways, in the dream, it was way way scarier, trust me!

eh, I need to trim my fringe, like seriously. I totally agree with Daniel now, he's always saying cucuk mata cucuuk maat ot mee. Ohh goodness my sight is blrurngi alrydea. syht. Thsi si so coimng treu. Ahh! I betert gte giong nwo. HAHAHAH

warr!

2009-09-23T20:55:00.008+08:00

I swear to God this dude was totally posing for the camera. Hot right? *nods* I meant the flame, you idiot! It's a blue flame! HAHAHAHA.

Had my first day of work today, heck it's one taxing job, I tell you. Okayyy, so I'm hired to stamp stacks and stacks of papers and arrange them according to alphabetical orders for 50bucks. Stamping was okay except for the part where the ink got into my nails and started smudging everything around.

Next, I had to arrange them. First by separating it from A to Z. Then I had to re arrange all the Aces and Bee and so on until Zac. At that point of time, I was so grateful my parents actually sent me to pre school can, my alphabets were damn good! (laughs at those who didn't go kindy) HAHAHAH. It would be friggin' sweet if I didn't have to stand with heels the whole time. Killer. Alphabets L and C are bloody annoying. I came across like 20 over surnames for each. Imagine all the separating and recollecting work I did.

Oh, and the tea lady even laughed at me saying my job was boring. Yalah, I know it's much worst than making Milo/Nescafe/Tea for everyone, hor?. :( Sucked balls. Last day of work tomorrow. ;P

HAPPY SWEET EIGHTEENTH BIRTHDAY BENJAMIN CHEONG KAH CHUN. Your wifey loves you very very much, okay. I'm so sorry I can't make it tomorrow but hey, we'll celebrate together one time alright. Will make it big and smashy. ;P

rawr!

2009-09-21T17:18:00.010+08:00

Chocolate Brownie with melted Vanilla from Full House. rm7.90 and it tasted marvellous. Come to think of it, it does taste a tad like Secret Recipe's. OMFG!

Cappuccino Mushroom Soup, blended with wild mushrooms. Thumbs up for this. I love almonds to bits!

Desserts. Tasted nothing like how it looks. HAHA. !@#$

Went with Mae Sze's family though. She was craving to go NZX ever since God knows when.

Stayed over night at Gohtong on Sunday. The strawberry farm was huge. I LOVE STRAWBERRIES CAN. It's the king of fruits, for me laa. ;P

Dropped by Mushroom farm as well. Was terribly shocked to learn that they actually grow through tubes filled with optimum medium. And yes, the last picture is a type of mushroom, although it does resemble shit. HAHAHA None of these gross pictures above is gonna stop me from indulging in more mushrooms okay.

Need no introduction, this dude reads my blog oh so frequent. SWEET. Anyways here's one hot picture of you I took okay, appreciate a bit. And I give no damn whether you like it or not. HAHA. This is so damn random but who cares. Oh, last Friday we watched this stupid Singaporean movie and it sucked balls. Where got ghost?! The story line was pretty meaningless. The ghosts were REALLY SCARY okay. I would rate it a one out of a solid ten. And we went through quite a lot just to watch this terrible movie. HAHAHA. Before that, I watched G-Force with Aaron and that show was awesome. I give it a nine out of a solid ten. THE HAMSTERS ARE FUCKING CUTE. (:

rawr!

2009-09-16T12:24:00.009+08:00

~~Got screwed, literally. (;~~

~~I got screwed by a fcuking ugly Indian b!tch for nothing.God knows what was up her mind. Probably got fcuked the wrong place by some dickless guy before she saw me. Don't tell me she's hitting~~ ~~puberty~~ menopause already. Anyways she should be lucky there's people out there who actually wants to fuck her. Cheap judge, I give no shit in your business so it's best you step out of mine too. I'm eighteen and you're downright stupid to even tell me what to and what not to do. I do not need someone like you who has no complete sense to bloody educate me. I didn't know eating chocolate was an act of obscenity in your eyes. Wait, that just reminds me of how conservative and outdated you are. Whoever your kids are, they will be the most unlucky and pathetic people on Earth. Trust me, this motherfucking ass is one miserable bitch who needs a major psychotherapy to stir some senses in her thick hollow skull.

Lalalalala, raya holidays coming. Let's berbuka puasa bersama-sama (:

rawr!

Zen by Secret Recipe

2009-09-13T15:43:00.004+08:00

This dessert suck balls. It's fruit salsa something something vanilla ice cream. You, who introduced me this place should be killed, alive. Seriously, it's terrible. But I forced myself to dig till the very last drop, or else it'll be very wasting you see.

Trial's tomorrow. And I'm going all haywire thinking about recent happenings, this is really bad. It affected me so much and I had been having sleepless nights already. Gah, barbaric nonsense!

Me : I'm so sick of studying for trials already. And I'm tired.. Can't wait to complete SAM and leave Taylors!

Mom : Don't study, go and sleep. Then what you wanna do after SAM?

Me : Don't know. Eh is there any course in the future where I can take without having me sitting and studying for exams like NOW!

Mom : Got.

Me : What?! What?!

Mom : INTERCOURSE.

Me : *faints*

Yeah as if you're gonna allow me to take up INTERCOURSE now. Hahahah ;p

All ze best arses.

rawr!

2009-09-10T18:23:00.003+08:00

The road not taken by Robert Fross?

Darling, why are you no where to be found.
Your presence light up my day and brighten up my smile.
My heart skips a beat when you're around.
You make my world collide with yours.
AAAAAAH. Imy, whoever you think you are! ;p

09/09/09 : Level Up Already

2009-09-09T07:37:00.004+08:00

Call me outdated but I'm still so goddamn in love with Lovegame. It's soo much better than Paparazzi laa. Lovegame's beat is hot and the rhythm is shoo sexay, it makes me go gaga by just listening to it everyday. So, what's with the word 'love' in song titles. Lovestory, lovebug, lovegame, lovedrunk ? It's too bloody overrated already. Talking about love, I actually have a lot to crap on.

Anyways, sorry for being MIA. Haven't been thoughtful enough and lazy to post up current activities, hence no updates. So last Friday, I was out with Joanne and Ryan and they were like my parents I tell you. Lovebirds everywhere in Pyramid, right infront of me was my sister already, what more do you expect me to see. Lol. At some point, I felt like it's time for me to get someone. HAHA :P My love life is rather pathetic one okay. (To the extent that Angel can actually cry listening to it bleh!)

On Saturday, someone confessed to me right up my face. Suck it lar but I dislike confrontations like these. Sorry. I didn't know what to say and I was spaced out the whole goddamn time. So yeah, that guy was depressed after confessing. Wtheck right. Anyways Up! was uber cute. Awesome possum. Russell, that fat lil Chinese boy rock my socks, I tell you. So my day ended with a smile after all. (:

On Sunday, someone said he had a crush on ahem. I was like okayyyyyyy. -_____-
Where's my prince laaa? How come two phalied already? :(

On Monday, an awesome fucktard Im-ed me on facebook and he said he would pay me to meet him. I was like WTF is wrong with you, does my forehead spell "SLUT" or whatsoever. Even it is, heck no I'm going on a date with an Al cheapo like you. Yuk! :P

So I've been really caught up with preparations for trials.
AAAAAAAAAAHHH!

rawr!

2009-09-01T20:42:00.004+08:00

Happy Independence Day to all Malaysians. I know it's a day not many will celebrate or be proud of nonetheless let's take this chance to rejoice and be blessed for what had been done in the past or else we'll never be able to reach this far today. Thanks to our weary warriors and their parangs and knives wrapped up all over their sarungs, last but not least their courage and strength.

Malacca trip was awesome with great company and terrific food. I miss that historical state a lot. Equitorial was good, had one room with Anne and Sze. They had pool table in the pub, awesome shiz. Spent like 3 bucks only for an hour of pool. Compared to Asia Club/Club9, this is far reasonable. Improved a lil thanks to the bartender. (: Managed to ride the Taming Sari tower and Eye of Malaysia, boring I would say. It was all about the machine going way up and gyrating, no kick at all. All in all, Malacca was not bad lah, above average. (:

Spent whole day at Jonker Street.

Eye of Malaysia.

Dataran Pahlawan Mall. The newest of all.

Overview of Malacca and The Straits of Malacca.

Boooh (:

More pictures on Facebook. Go check it out yourself if you're keen. (:

We had our first session of study group today from 2-4pm. Surprisingly it went quite well with Nigel and Renu being our so called facilitators. We cramped on Matrices, it was fun though. Although we only managed to concentrate for an hour plus, we did accomplished our tasks. We then started to encrypt codes for Group2. Funny shiz. So I guess we'll be having more of this in the coming future since trials are round the corner.

Ps : You don't have to purposely leave hints just so I'd know you already have a girlfriend. Really, you think I'd care? I mean I don't even have anything towards you so whether you have a partner or not, it doesn't really affect me. You're 25 yet you're being so childish. Well, what more can I say, anyways have fun with her! :P (You better don't let me see my picture on your wallpaper laptop anymore!)

He's so damn awesome laaah.

rawr!